I have been so unhappy all day. I miss Sara and everyone so much…

We are here in Dallas in the hotel room and I am bored out of my fucking mind. There is only one internet connection and it is not in my room. I have been on the edge of crying all day because the events of the last two days have reminded me VERY much of the day that Sara left me here in Austin.

When I was sleeping in Jose’s house last night. The room was just like it was when I first got there. When I got to my aparement, shit was all over the place, just like it was when I first got here. When we had to pick Rafa’s sister up, we had to go to DFW, which is the last place that Sara was in Texas. Lame… I know, to think about all of this… but… for some reason today I can’t help it. Mayhaps it is the bordem of laying around in a hotel room with absolutely nothing to do….

Who knows… hopefully these horrible feelings that I am having will pass…