{"id":230,"date":"2005-07-17T15:32:00","date_gmt":"2005-07-17T20:32:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.familyofgoldsteins.com\/?p=230"},"modified":"2005-07-17T15:32:00","modified_gmt":"2005-07-17T20:32:00","slug":"damnit","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.familyofgoldsteins.com\/?p=230","title":{"rendered":"Damnit&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-size:85%;\"><span style=\"font-family: arial;\">Damnit&#8230; damnit damnit damnit&#8230; why can I not open my mouth.<\/span><\/p>\n<p> <span style=\"font-family: arial;\">I went to the store today for some food for the week. I stopped at the deli counter to get some turkey&#8230; and the girl working behind the counter had some of the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen.<\/span><\/p>\n<p> <span style=\"font-family: arial;\">I played the conversation over in my head a few times&#8230; couldn&#8217;t make it come to a positive outcome in my head&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p> <span style=\"font-family: arial;\">Bryan: &#8220;Hey, you have really pretty eyes.&#8221;<\/span><br \/> <span style=\"font-family: arial;\">Girl: &#8220;I&#8217;m married, please leave me alone.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p> <span style=\"font-family: arial;\">Or<\/span><\/p>\n<p> <span style=\"font-family: arial;\">Bryan: &#8220;Hey, you have really pretty eyes.&#8221;<\/span><br \/> <span style=\"font-family: arial;\">Girl: Rolls eyes &#8230; &#8220;Do you want anything else.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p> <span style=\"font-family: arial;\">Or<\/span><\/p>\n<p> <span style=\"font-family: arial;\">Bryan: &#8220;Hey, you have really pretty eyes.&#8221;<\/span><br \/> <span style=\"font-family: arial;\"> Girl: &#8220;I&#8217;m not interesting. Please go away.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p> <span style=\"font-family: arial;\">So&#8230; needless to say, I took my turkey and walked away&#8230; I sometimes wish that people can hear my thoughts&#8230; but only when I want them to ( hehe ). Things like this make me get very down on myself because it brings to the forefront all of the problems that I have with myself when things may actually be ok for a bit.<\/span><\/p>\n<p> <span style=\"font-family: arial;\">Oh well&#8230; time to focus on something else, I don&#8217;t want to depress myself too much&#8230; more later&#8230;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Damnit&#8230; damnit damnit damnit&#8230; why can I not open my mouth. I went to the store today for some food for the week. I stopped at the deli counter to get some turkey&#8230; and the girl working behind the counter had some of the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen. I played the conversation [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-230","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.familyofgoldsteins.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/230","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.familyofgoldsteins.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.familyofgoldsteins.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.familyofgoldsteins.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.familyofgoldsteins.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=230"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blog.familyofgoldsteins.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/230\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.familyofgoldsteins.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=230"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.familyofgoldsteins.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=230"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.familyofgoldsteins.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=230"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}