{"id":220,"date":"2005-08-21T10:37:00","date_gmt":"2005-08-21T15:37:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.familyofgoldsteins.com\/?p=220"},"modified":"2005-08-21T10:37:00","modified_gmt":"2005-08-21T15:37:00","slug":"sunday","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.familyofgoldsteins.com\/?p=220","title":{"rendered":"Sunday…"},"content":{"rendered":"

I got some interesting advice this morning from my grandfather who is leaving for Puerto Rico today. The conversation when something like this: <\/span>
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Him: So what are you doing today.
Me: Nothing.
Him: Go out and find a girlfriend. Be a whore. I used to be a whore.
Me: Yeah. I’ll get right on that.<\/span> <\/p><\/blockquote>\n

I didn’t do much of anything yesterday. I was supposed to meet Sonya, but that never happened. I called her around 11 to tell her I was ready to go down there, but she said that she had to help her friend move and that she’d call when she was done. She never called. I knew she wasn’t going to call. Oh well… another example of how hoping for things only leads to disappointment. <\/span><\/p>\n

Instead, I called Rafael and he helped me run my xbox network cable around my living room. We played some video games, then got some food and went back to his house. I ended up going to the the 40 year old virgin last night. It was pretty funny, but, I hate to admit this… anything that I see that has people that are in love, fictional or not, depresses me. Again, that movie was hilarious, but I still left feeling sorry for myself. <\/span><\/p>\n

I realized something else this weekend. Friday night, I met Jose, Lucy, Allan, and Maria-Elena (Allan’s wife) at this place called Red Fez. Now, that’s a cool place, but I cannot recall the last time that I felt so uncomfortable to be in a public area… mostly b\/c there were soo many really hot girls there. I always say that it’s hard for me to meet new people b\/c my friends are married and don’t do things out. Well… I was out… with my friends who are both married… and it was exactly the same as when I went out with Mauricio… except well, they included me in the night, but still. There are fucking hot ass girls everywhere here but I can’t talk to anyone. I wouldn’t even know the first thing to say. I have never … ever gotten girl’s phone number… sad. <\/span><\/p>\n

So, needless to say, I am in quite the funk today. I think what it really comes down to is this; I see most people around me that have someone to go through life with. That’s a pretty cool thing, when someone agrees or is willing to go through all the shit that fucking life is with you. I would really like that… <\/span><\/p>\n

How do I feel right now?<\/span>
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